The Children of Israel were about to cross the
River Jordan, and enter the land that YHWH had promised to them so
many years earlier. But the man who had led them out of Egypt,
with its slavery and hardship – Moses, the great prophet – was
not to enter that Promised Land with them. And so, before they
crossed, he spoke to them – reminding them of all that YHWH had
done for them, and of the laws and statutes that He had given them.
This long discourse of Moses has been handed down to us as the Old
Testament book of Deuteronomy, and as we approach the end of 2015 I
want to leave you with a few words from that address: “You shall
never return that way again” (Deut.17:16; RSV). With these words,
Almighty God closed a gate on what lay behind His people, and set
their faces towards what lay before. What does it mean to us,
this closing of the gate of 2015, and opening of the gate of 2016?
Well, it is possible that, for some, it may bring a measure of
relief.
It may be that you are glad that the year is over;
that 2015 is past and gone. You wouldn’t want to live through
that year again. It has been too distressing, too traumatic, a
year. There may have been some experience that has become
etched, almost indelibly, on your minds. The actual
circumstances, and situation, will differ from one person to
another. It may have been a bereavement, or an illness, or an
injury. It may have been redundancy, or a forced move to
another area, or a major financial loss. It may have been the
way in which we failed the Lord, in one way or another.
Whatever it was, God’s comfort and peace; His
love and forgiveness; His mercy and grace; are available to all, and
sufficient for all! We’ll never walk that way the same way
again. He has closed the gate, and bids us march bravely into
the future.
For others, of course, the ending of the year is a
matter of regret. It may be that some of us would want to live the
past year all over again. It may be that, for us, it brought
much delight. Like Peter, on the Mount of Transfiguration, we
want to stop. “Lord,” we would cry, “it is good for us to
be here” (Mt.17:4 inter al). We’ve been enjoying this year
so much; does it have to come to an end? We were up on the
hill-top, in the clean, fresh air – we don’t want to go down into
the valley of human need, of personal responsibility.
However, no matter how, or in what context, we
reach the mountain-top, we must always come back to the valley –
and often it’s the valley of disappointment, or despair. That
great servant of God, Moses, found this to be so. He went up on
the mountain to speak with YHWH – and came back down to find the
Children of Israel worshipping a golden calf that that they had
made. And even Jesus knew the contrast. Wasn’t it
immediately after the tremendous experience of His baptism, and His
acknowledgement as the Beloved Son, by the Father, that He underwent
the wilderness temptations?!
It’s good that we experience both sunshine and
shadow. The one brings the other into sharper focus. But
the gate must be closed. “Today’s trouble is enough for
today”, said Jesus (Mt.6:34) – and so is today’s grace!
Yesterday’s grace is not sufficient for today, yet so many seek to
live on past experience. I wonder if you are clinging
desperately to the enjoyment that the past year brought; or to
the achievement that the past year held?
The end of the old year, and the beginning of the
new, can bring a measure of relief; it may be a matter of regret.
But surely it must also be a moment of resolve. New Year
is traditionally the time for making resolutions and although, like
many traditions, this one appears to be less popular today, I imagine
that there will be some who read this post who will have made such
resolutions. I would suggest that we do need to make some
resolutions, and that our resolve must be concerned with two specific
factors. The first of these concerns what we must leave in
the past.
The past, as we have seen, has dangers. Both
success and failure in the past may hinder progress in the future.
If we have known failure, then we must have an assurance of God’s
forgiveness for those who confess their faults, their failures, their
sinfulness. If we have known success, then we must remember
that we are still totally dependent upon God. He
does not want us to live in yesterday, and lose today! Paul
knew this. So we read in his letter to the followers of Jesus
in the Roman colonial centre of Philippi: “Forgetting the past and
looking forward to what lies ahead, I strain to reach the end of the
race and receive the prize for which God, through Christ Jesus, is
calling us up to heaven.” (3:13-14). He knew that if he was
absorbed in what lay behind, then he couldn’t have a real interest
in what lay before. And yet, if any man had reason to live in
the past, it was Paul! But he did not try to keep the gate
open.
Of course, although we ought not to live in
the past, we may certainly learn from the past. So I can
remember what I have learned about myself – and about my Saviour;
about my stubbornness and stupidity – and about His ways and
wisdom. I had thought that I was pretty wonderful – now I
realise that I, left to my own devices, I am weak and helpless.
But my appetite for progress has been whetted. Whatever God has
done, it is nothing to what He can do! And I’m encouraged as
I recognise His workings in my own life. As is often said - I’m
a work in progress!
Not one of us knows what the coming year holds for
us. The signs, both nationally and internationally, do not
provide much in the way of encouragement as we anticipate years of
trying to repay the ever-increasing debt into which the nation
continues to be plunged; as international terrorism continues to
disrupt, and maim, and kill.
Some, however, may remember saying, “I don’t
know what the future holds; but I know Who holds the future!”
Will you place your hand into His hand; trusting Him to guide you,
strengthen you, help you into 2016? Will you? May each one of us be granted the grace to do so -
to His eternal praise, and our eternal salvation